
Two days later -- I'm still thinking about this. Tend to agree with you about life, but was talking to Allen about this and his question was "do you need to be able to predict something to trust it?" I don't know if that's a yes or a no for me. With people, I can't predict or reason with them, but there are still people I trust to behave with good intention. Most of the time. And then sometimes, that slips too. When I was Christian, I had faith in God and in life because it came from God. Though life wasn't predictable, per se, I felt that it was all to a purpose. Daily life had a different texture for me, less frightening. I think I'd like that texture back even though I don't have the faith.